Thursday, September 9, 2010

One month

Dear Bryan,

I don't think you read this blog anymore. But in any case, tmr it'll be one month since you left me. If it's not obvious enough, I miss you like crap. )':
but, I'm happy you're happy leading your single life. I'll just watch you from way over here. (: hmm yeah you don't reply me in the afternoon or morning anymore... I don't wanna bug you so much so I'll just wait patiently till you do.

Love, V . <3

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Will you give me up?


I wont sacrifice you, just cuz we're having a lil problem right now. I wont.
Im sorry, i just cant give you up.

You're still the one





To be with you


I understand that, things change and people change but i really hope in the end all will work out well. <3

I miss you


I may see you everyday, just for a lil while. But i miss you. The you who used to love me, but i'll continue to help you gather those feelings you used to have for me.
Cuz Bryan, feelings for a person will never fade if you truly love the person and i believe you did love me with all your heart.

Im drowning without your love



Remember all the fun we used to have? Our first date? I wanna be able to do all of tose with you again. <3

Come back


Remember these times?

I would give anything to bring you back to that day, so that you'll remember how it felt to be in love with me.

Not working out as i planned












Thursday, July 29, 2010

Can't forget

I don't wanna be the girl you'll always remember I wanna be the girl you can't possibly forget. <3

Say you love me

It's been bout 2 weeks since you last said you love me and meant it. I would love to hear that again, I hope you'll say it when I leave. <3 I'm gonna miss you so much Bryan. Take care & don't forget about me alright. (;

Protection

When siddique pulled my hair today, you shouted at him. Do you know how touched I was? Okay, I was shocked, but mostly I felt loved by you again. <3 :D thanks for protecting me, I know I can count on you when I need you. I just love you so much, I know you won't be so anxious if it was another girl instead of me. It means alot that you care.

Though, when I see you laughing and smiling away with the other girls, i feel inferior. I can't make you laugh that hard. That's why jealousy is my weakest emotion. I am so afraid you would fall for another, but I know I can trust you and that I shouldn't doubt you. ;D I just feel weak. The other girls are prettier than me and they're yeah better than me. I'm just scared.

But, I trust you. <3 :D

Its times like this i fall even deeper in love

You're currentlu playing soccer with your guys and its times like this i fall deeper in love with you <3 When i get to spend time with you. We played badminton with you just now and though i sucked so much. I enjoyed, being with you and having fun. :D You can balance both your friends and me, see you did it today. Im kinda blogging with amirul's phone but i'll only let you know bout this blog when i leave for malacca. I want it to be a surprise. Lastly, i love you so much fag. (;

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I just want you


I just want you Bryan, forever.

My kind of guy

My kind of guy,
Filipino.
Wears spectacles.
Just a lil taller than me.
&
has the cutest laughter that never fails to make my day. <3

Hug me


Remember how we used to charge hus for 5cents each ?
This time, its free.
Hug me like you used to but this time dont ever let me go.

The geek next door


You're that geek whom i love so very much.
I want nothing more than to be by your side, telling you you're perfect everytime you think you're not.
To make you smile, laugh and to cheer you up whenever you're down.
To love you for who you are, the Bryan i know and love for so long.
I want to care for you when you're sick, to help you out.
If studies is what you wanna focus on. Im here to help.
Whatever it is, know that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I want to be that girl

I don’t want to become another girl you had a “thing” with. I don’t want to become someone you use to know. I don’t want to see you look at another girl the way you used to look at me. I want to be the girl you fall in love with and can never find another girl to replace. I want to be the girl you grow up with and share the best memories with. I want to be the girl who everyone thinks you’re going to end up marrying because of how perfect we are together.

Wishes


They say if you make a wish at 11.11, it'll come true.
Whenever I saw 11.11, I wished for you to love me like you did before. <3


A picture speaks a thousand words


Bryan, you are the person I think about the moment i open my eyes after a long sleep.
& the reason is simple.

You are the reason of my happiness.

i love you


Love in different lauguages

I shall begin with saying i love you in different languages!
Let's start with A shall we?

Afrikaans : Ek het jou liefe

101 reasons why i love you!

#1 : I love your smile, it brightens my day. :D

Baby, i want your heart back

Hey, i created this blog to express my love for you. I'll update it time to time, so do check it out alright?
Love, the girl who will never give up on you. <3

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

3 words, 1 meaning


In case you were in doubt that my
Love is not true, remember this
Only you can make me feel
Vulnerable, completely and
Entirely in love with you

You
Only and always
Unconditionally you